just gonna say this: if someone has social anxiety and they ask you something akin to ‘are you mad at me’ or ‘do you hate me’, it isn’t because they don’t trust you, it’s because their brain literally tells them that all the time
it’s not a personal slight, it’s insecurity caused by mental illness
It’s a little out of my comfort zone to post this but here goes: Two years ago today I was diagnosed with a rare and severe neurological disorder called Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension. So, Intracranial Hypertension meaning abnormally high pressure in my scull and around my brain. Idiopathic meaning that there is no known cause or cure for this. We found out that I had this disorder through a routine physical where it was noted my vision wasn’t 100% so it was almost an accident. Although, the diagnosis out me through months and months of testing, multiple spinal taps to relieve the pressure, and more daily medicines then I could count that caused me to involuntarily lose 25+ pounds because of having no appetite, I can confidently say I am finally better. Now, two years later, I am on the lowest dosage of medication I have ever been on, I only visit the doctor every 6-8 weeks when it used to be every other week, and I haven’t been to the emergency room in almost a year when I used to have to go (on average) every 3 weeks. The above pictures are two of the many times I had to be rushed to the ER to get a spinal tap and or get migraine medicines. The other two pictures I found a while back that I thought I related to so well and I loved. It helped me a lot at one point. So, there’s my long and boring story but i thought id go for it.
If you want to know anything else about IIH or me and/or you have IIH yourself, feel free to message me any time. I love to talk and share stories. :)
The next time I see this post, it’s going to have a lot of notes.
TO EVERYONE WHO SAYS DISNEY SEQUELS ARE SHIT, GO WATCH CINDERELLA 2
OKAY LET ME EXPLAIN YA’LL FUCKERS A THING. THIS MOVIE IS GREAT. CINDERELLA HELPS OUT ANASTASIA, WHO WAS A COMPLETE BITCH TO HER FOR MOST OF HER LIFE (AND SHE KNOWS IT), WHEN SHE COULD HAVE EASILY BEEN LIKE AHAHA FUCK YOU N00B AND WALTZED OFF WITH HER BAM SLAMMIN’ BOOTY JAMMIN’ PRINCE.
SHE HELPS ANASTASIA DEFY HER BITCHY CRABAPPLE OF A MOTHER AND GET TOGETHER WITH THIS UNBEARABLY SWEET BAKER DUDE BECAUSE SHE IS SUPER NICE AND FORGIVING. ANASTASIA SHOWS HUGE CHARACTER GROWTH, WHILE STILL RETAINING HER PERSONALITY. IN THE END CINDERELLA DANCES BY WITH THE PRINCE AND THEY SMILE AT EACH OTHER BECAUSE SHE AIN’T EVEN JELLY BECAUSE SHE GOT THE ADORABLE BREAD GUY AND TRUE FUCKIN’ LOVE WHICH IS REALLY ALL SHE EVER WANTED.